Land of Confusion

Ha! So after a long time I finally pull. Guess what. He's engaged. Yep. You read that right. He sexts me. Tells me he needs me. That I'm perfect. Yet every night he goes to sleep in the arms of his fiancé. Words can actually not describe just how much that hurts. He's so wonderful. I feel connected to him in so many wonderful ways. Ways I never thought possible. Almost like a kindred spirit. A trapped one. I wish to turn him loose.